Training Life

ermm...How I should start my words? It seen like too long time no writing blog.

During 3 months sem break, I have my industrial training in Kaolin (M) which is 15 min from my home. I can say that, this "part-time" job is my most enjoyable and happiness compare to my previous few jobs. Every morning, I'm very excited to work at there except for 1st day (since I not yet visit to that place). All staff and operators are very friendly maybe for them, I and my friend still looks like younger as students? haha...

I'm not too busy at there, I just need helping them to key in daily document in morning. After that, I will do few sample testing for my reference or report. Staff in office always ask me don't go to production lines (not dusty, but is very very....dusty) due to dry process. However, I like go to production line for 3 reasons: one is, learn and observe how the equipments work; second is disturb operators and chat with them; last one is...I'm too free and boring in office so sometime I will run to production line, workshop, logistic department or another plant (find my friend). Are me too naughty?

In my training company, this is my 1st time to contact with foreign workers. At the 1st, I dare to talk with them, after few times, I found that they r nice. Compare to local staff in office, I prefer to find them because they r simple, some even shy than me...haha... Sometime I feel so sad to see their job, whole body full with dust and need to transfer heavy product bags. Almost all of them have to send back money to their family. Every-time when I go to visit them, they looks like very happy (I think maybe b4 this, no local staff will simply find them for chatting, but just give them work order). I believe that when u treat one well, one will treat good to us too. Some will treat me with chocolate! haha.....

I very miss this training period, not for the working place but is the people in there... Many of them asking same question: "Will u come back to work after 1 year graduate?"......
ermm...
I really dont' know how to answer. If I choose here...this is because I familiar with the situation and all staff. But the problem is I will just stay in same place, same state...after few months I sure will run away!!!
It is too early for me to make decision to select working place. Now I sure will miss here...but who knows...after 1 year, I will work at other state.

Anyway.... although I wont go back to work, but I still will wish all of them live happy!  

我有变了吗？

我很想问全世界的人， 我真的变了吗？
没有人是完美的，每个人都会做错的时候。
我承认我有时会贪玩，也会不经思考而做错了。
可是如果就因为这样而被人说你变了，是不是很可笑呢？

我不觉得我变了。。。
我还是以前的我，可是就是不明白为什么会有人说我变了，说我变得很神秘！
（可能是你们不了解我）

反而我觉得是你们变了（还是你们就是这样，而我现在才发现？）
我真的很不了解。。。有些可以昨天责备你后，明天当作没回事的和你开完笑；
一些呢，昨天和你开完笑后，明天遇到时我们竟然变成陌生人！


不是每个事情我都需要向你们解释或报告，就好像某一些我不被允许说的，当你问的时候，我很坦白的告诉你，我不可以说出来，当事情被公布后，我就会告诉。
当事情被公布后，你不单责怪我，还埋怨其他朋友！我明明有向你说我们不能先说出来，可是现在你却说我们是骗者！

我应该是生气的！可是不知为什么，我却流眼泪！
朋友劝我别太在意别人说的话，可是我就是很在意！我没办法当作没一回事！

还有，我不是很喜欢那种在朋友面前为难别人的人！你知道，你的朋友是很难过的吗？



这个学期很累。。。发生了很多不愉快的事情。。。令到我不能专注于我的学业，每次在电脑或书本面前我都会发呆。。。
现在我要学习先忘掉这些事情，我的学业比较重要！！！

我不可以有认真的一面吗？

我以前不曾认真？所以每个人都爱跟我开玩笑？


还是我的样子不认真？所以当我认真的时候，没有人把我当成一回事？


我不是很喜欢别人在我认真的时候开玩笑。。。


也许我会告诉您我不开心！！我不要！！ 可是您还是要我和您开玩笑，对不起。。我做不出！


我不喜欢被逼做自己不想做的事情。。。我不知为什么。。我会有这样的性格！ 

我爱我家人！

家人，朋友，爱人。。。的确蛮难选择
但如果现在你问我，我会毫不犹豫的告诉你：“是的，我会把我家人放在第一！”

不知为什么，当我想到我爸妈那苍老的样子，我的心很难过，害怕失去他们！
所以，我要珍惜与他们的时光

小时候，不懂事。。。嫌妈妈啰嗦，常乱发脾气，不爱做家务
妈妈有病后，才开始不乱发脾气，主动帮忙做家务，减少他的负担


而我爸呢。。。他很疼我和我妹，从不骂或鞭（我的亲戚常说我们是她的宝贝女儿！哈！）
从小到大，不管我的成绩考得如何，我从不怕拿回家给我爸看，因为他不会责怪我
我要去哪里，参加什么活动，他都一一的允许

最近又一次，我的成绩考得不是很理想（突然想不要告诉家人，怕他们失望）
最后，还是告诉他们了
他们第一句话就是。。。“不用紧，不要给自己太大的压力！尽力就好！别把身体累坏”
哇！ 我的眼泪瞬间流出来。。。

所以呢。。要好好珍惜他们！